Sheridan Sheridan Smith shares Graham Norton joke that pushed her into having a breakdown

Sheridan Smith has opened up about struggling a breakdown triggered by a merciless joke by Graham Norton, whereas she was within the midst of ‘double grief.’

The actor was starring Fanny Brice in Humorous Woman on the West Finish again in 2016 when she started turning to alcohol after her father Colin Smith was recognized with most cancers — the identical illness that claimed the lifetime of her beloved brother Julian, who died when he was simply 18.

On the time, Sheridan had additionally develop into hooked on anti-anxiety remedy and the cocktail of meds and alcohol led to complaints she was slurring her phrases on stage, which later led to the present being pulled.

Later that 12 months, Graham was internet hosting the BAFTAs when he informed the viewers: “We’re all excited for a few drinks tonight. Or, because it’s identified in theatrical circles, a couple of glasses of technical difficulties.”

Sitting within the viewers, Sheridan was left humiliated by the joke and later that evening she ended up being hospitalised after affected by 5 seizures in her resort room.

4 years later, she spoke in regards to the harrowing expertise within the ITV documentary, Sheridan Smith: Turning into Mum.

“Graham Norton was internet hosting and made a joke, mainly at my expense, about me being a drunk,” she stated.

“I used to be so humiliated, you realize, it’s a room stuffed with your friends. And other people you need to work with or have labored with. That evening for me was like the ultimate straw, earlier than my mind completely went off the deep finish.”

The Cilla star went on to say that later that evening, she took herself off to a resort room on her personal, and determined to go chilly turkey on her anti-anxiety remedy as she did not need to go to rehab.

“What I didn’t realise is, that when you cease the tablets abruptly, you seizure. And, to chop an extended story brief, I obtained seizures 5 instances and obtained rushed into A&E,” Sheridan stated.

“Weirdly, a good friend of mine rang me and she or he got here to the resort. It’s a miracle that she did. It was like somebody was searching for me. She’s the one who obtained me respiratory once more.”

This week, the actor has spoken about ‘reclaiming’ the incident as she returns to the West Finish in Alan Aychbourn’s darkish comedy Lady In Thoughts, the place she performs a lady who suffers a psychological breakdown following a head harm.

“It’s reclaiming it as a result of after what occurred … I didn’t ever need it to get out so publicly,” she informed the Instances.

“You’re embarrassed. I felt ashamed, and I nonetheless generally really feel it, like, ‘Oh, I want that a part of my life hadn’t occurred.’ Nevertheless it did.”

Talking about her character, vicar’s spouse Susan, she added: “I don’t ever need to do a simple half or one thing secure.

“And I can relate to it — as a result of I’ve been there myself, I suppose. It’s good, whenever you’re out the opposite facet, you can convey all these components that you just felt on the time.”

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