Holly Madison opened up concerning the weird rituals she skilled whereas dwelling with Hugh Hefner.
The 45-year-old dated Hef in her late 20s from 2001 to 2008, shacking up within the infamous Playboy Mansion.
Over time, and notably for the reason that editor-in-chief’s dying in 2017, many former Bunnies, companions and girlfriends have spoken out about their time within the ‘soiled’ home.
And whereas she now hosts the newest season of The Playboy Murders, she wrote in her 2015 e-book Down the Rabbit Gap about her time in with Hefner within the Mansion.
This consists of her discussing the ‘bedtime ritual’ which the girlfriends in the home have been anticipated to participate in.
“I did not instantly realise that each one girlfriends have been required to sleep with Hef,” she wrote.
Madison mentioned that whereas in a limo again with the girlfriends, one among them defined to her that each one of them have been ‘anticipated to hitch Hef in his bed room’.
She claimed that they ‘all hated’ this routine and would try to ‘get it over with as rapidly as doable’.
She mentioned this ritual earlier than bedtime would occur biweekly as one other girlfriend apparently suggested her to simply ‘faux the f**okay’.
Madison added that they’d all dress into an identical flannel pyjamas earlier than the ‘bedtime routine’ and on her first time there was ‘roughly a 3rd of a bottle of vodka sloshing round in my abdomen’.
And because the ritual performed out round him, in keeping with Madison, Hef would watch porn, smoke a joint of weed and w**okay whereas the ladies within the room ‘pretended’ to get off and ‘placed on a present’.
“Nobody,” she wrote. “Was really within the temper (apart from Hef, I assumed) or turned on within the slightest. Just like the porn itself, it was all only for present.”
She recalled on her first time that her ‘flip was over simply as rapidly because it began’.
“I’ve by no means had a extra disconnected expertise,” Madison mentioned in her memoir. “There was zero intimacy concerned. No kissing, nothing. It was so transient that I can’t even recall what it felt like past having a heavy physique on high of mine.”
The morning after her ‘first bed room expertise’, she mentioned she felt ‘broken and affected’ however the disgrace in herself spurred her on to ask to maneuver in.
“After disappointing myself like that, I needed to come away with one thing optimistic, one thing to make it proper in my thoughts, by some means,” Madison defined. “I knew that if I couldn’t discover a silver lining, I couldn’t forgive myself for the night time earlier than.”
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