Danniella Westbrook present process ‘non-negotiable’ surgical procedure after making heartbreaking drug admission

Danniella Westbrook has revealed that she eliminated all of the mirrors in her home when she hit her ‘darkest’ second this yr.

The previous Eastenders star, 52, defined she could not bear to have a look at her reflection as a result of harm that her drug use has wreaked on her look.

Her cocaine behavior, which first started when she was simply 14, ended up destroying her nasal septum because the cartilage dividing her two nostrils collapsed.

Westbrook has undergone a number of reconstructive surgical procedures over time in a bid to revive it, in addition to forking out hundreds on numerous different procedures to rebuild her face.

Now, the TV star has advised how she goes underneath the knife as soon as once more within the hopes of remedying her respiratory points, which left her ‘actually suffocating’.

She defined that she has discovered a surgeon in Dubai who has ‘saved her life and her psychological well being’, dubbing him a ‘miracle employee’.

Westbrook told the Each day Mail that she ‘removed all of the mirrors’ in her dwelling as a result of she was unable to face her personal reflection.

“I couldn’t have a look at myself,” the mum-of-two mentioned. “That’s how dangerous it obtained. The darkest a part of this yr was hitting a degree the place I mentioned: ‘All people is correct, I’m so ugly’.

“I hated the way in which I appeared and I couldn’t breathe correctly. Folks had been trolling me, abusing me, telling me how ugly I used to be, saying I used to be nonetheless a unclean cokehead.

“I advised my household: ‘I can’t do that’. However now I’ve discovered a surgeon who has saved my life and my psychological well being. He’s a miracle employee. I owe him a lot.”

Westbrook is heading internationally for a collection of operations – in addition to a full neck and facelift – that may price her £45,000. Her surgeon reckons it might take as much as two years for her to totally recuperate.

However she is in good spirits about her upcoming operations, as she hopes it can rid her of the respiratory issues she has been crippled by.

Earlier this yr, she spent three days in hospital on a respiratory machine after struggling respiratory difficulties – and medical doctors made a horrifying discovery.

Medics discovered that she had three holes in her mouth, two of which had been the identical measurement as a 5p coin, because of a botched surgical procedure she had in 2016.

“They couldn’t imagine it once they opened me up,” Westbrook mentioned. “The highest of my mouth had began to recede and it had two holes, which had been continually leaking and corroded.

“Every little thing I used to be consuming and consuming was going by way of them. However the work on that went properly, together with a surgical lip revision for a cleft lip.

“My surgeon introduced my prime lip down and ahead – these holes had been pushing it again and curling my lip up.

“And, the place there isn’t any construction on the finish of my nostril, it was simply pushing up and underneath. That’s the reason I couldn’t breathe, I used to be actually suffocating.”

Westbrook is about to inform her haunting story of habit and the implications she has needed to stay with in a brand new documentary.

“It will likely be good closure for me,” she added. “I gained’t be going close to any medication.”